
i am a firm believer in what connie wrote regarding the process of sanctification vs. the process of making art. there is indeed a very obvious connection. it is very exciting to know that someone else though of that. "the learning and growth happen during the times of wrestling through the process. in art: correcting, wiping out parts of a painting, reworking ideas. in sanctification: awareness of sin, conviction of sin, repentance."
the learning and growth definitely happen in wrestling. art would be too easy if we always knew exactly what we wanted to do, and could do it, without a little wrestling / tension. we HAVE to wrestle. if we aren't wrestling, then we aren't growing. i wrestle a lot with struggles (who doesn't), tensions in my walk, frustrations. but God promises that He is in charge of our growth (we are perfectly held, although unraveled).
something bill said from one of his professors is the experience of 'fighting with a painting'. i feel like that with design too-- fighting to get to a good idea, a gem -- and then carry it out, with good type, good craftsmanship, etc etc.
in wrestling though, i learn the beauty of surrender: of realizing that our sanctification - being made holy in a process, which is instaneous + progressive (wow!) is in God's hands.
a mentor of mine read through ephesians 2:10 with me once.
For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
she said 'workmanship' in greek translates to poema = poem. it is one of my favorite things to think about - that we are each God's poems. if we surrender, we let Him write us.
p.s. the image is a rough spread from a magazine i'm attempting to create for my senior thesis project, called e.e. magazine (about e.e. cummings).