Hey I'm grateful for the new friendships i've gained from this little art show. and our dinner conversation on the porch was helpful. Julia and Bill, we were discussing the temptations we're expecting to come at Na. as we starting listing specific ugly thoughts, there seemed to be a common theme: Self-focus. especially in our thoughts. that lead to words and actions.
well i'm seeing the need to take action sooner than later. this morning i picked up Piper's Future Grace. Basically, he argues that all sins come from unbelief that God is more satisfying. here's some quotes from chapter 6 that are helping me to think through this:
From CS Lewis, "The pleasure of pride is like the pleasure of scratching. If there is an itch one does want to scratch; but it is much nicer to have neither itch nor the scratch. As long as we have the itch of self-regard we shall want the pleasure of self-approval; but the happiest moments are those when we forget our precious selves and have neither but have everything else (God, our fellow humans, animals, the garden and the sky) instead."
Consider artistic gifting too, with wisdom: "When we boast in our wisdom we have turned from God to trust in ourselves. We disclose that our satisfaction is not first in God's infinate, primary wisdom, but in out derivative, secondary capacities." p89
he discusses Jer.9:23 and wisdom, might and riches: "Each one lures us away from trusting God as the superior satisfaction above them all. It is radically humbling to confess that the source of all our joy resides outside ourselves." p88
(!) okay! that give me something to put on: confessing that all my joy resides outside of myself and that no amount of recognition or glorifying me will satify me. no! i find a much deeper joy in the One who deserves the Glory. magifying him is much more satisfying.